Mission: School Supply Drive

One of the greatest issues in Richmond right now are the challenges many of the children in the city face growing up. Education really becomes one of the keys to breaking cycles of neglect and poverty, giving our children a real chance at a future. Our Missional Community, located in Carver Community, recently undertook a school supply drive at Carver Elementary School. Carver is a school with an excellent principal, dedicated staff, and great kids. But with 96.5% of students participating in free and reduced lunch, its evident that many of the children are coming to school dealing with very difficult circumstances even before they step foot in the building.

Our rhythm of mission always begins with listening before acting. If our mission is uninformed by the actual issues and relevant remedies it will be ineffective. Principal Brickhouse has been gracious enough to catch up with me several times and provide me with the information I needed. Among other things, two basic data points were important: exactly what supplies were needed and how big was the school, population-wise. Principal Brickhouse was able to provide me with the list of supplies parents get for their kids. He was also to tell me that there approximately 500 students at the school, and about 40 teachers. With this information, we would knew what to get and some order of magnitude for quantity of supplies (i.e. we didn't want to get 10 scissors for 500 students).

Also crucial, we timed it so we could start buying supplies during the Back-to-School tax holiday. Not only were we able to save on taxes but the sales are also really good that weekend. The challenge was finding stores that didn't have limits on how many you could buy. Target was great for that. I presented this idea and some of the basic information to the Missional Community during one of our gatherings and everyone was immediately excited. People used it as an opportunity to get together and socialize while they shopped. In addition to the funds Commonwealth Chapel provided our community, everyone contributed their own money as well.

We collected the supplies at where we met for Missional Community (which happened to be my house) and people brought more and more each week. All the way up to the day that we dropped the supplies off, people were still bringing bags of supplies! All told we collected approximately 1800 pencils, 250 boxes of crayons, 500 notebooks, 200 bottles of glue, 100 glue sticks, 100 pens, 250 scissors, 100 rulers - I don't have exact numbers because we honestly lost count!

In addition to this, Rob Rhoden (our lead pastor who's wife is a teacher) suggested that we make goodie bags for the teachers, so we made 40 of them as well! We filled them with candy, munchies, sticky notes, hand sanitizer, and pens and enclosed them with a note expressing our appreciate for them and pledging to

pray for them this year. We took the extra candy and made a basket for the office staff (which somehow made it to the

principal's desk before we left ;-)

The week before we delivered the supplies, we gathered as a Missional

Community and prayed over the supplies. Our prayer was (and is) that these supplies and gifts would bless the students and the staff and allow them to focus more on learning. We prayed that the teachers would be encouraged, knowing that there were people out there that appreciated them, loved them, and were praying for them. Most of all, we prayed that Jesus would be glorified since He was our inspiration for doing this.

On the Friday before school started, a bunch of us from the Missional Community took our lunch hour to go by and drop everything off. Principal Brickhouse and the rest of the faculty and staff were extremely gracious and appreciative. The entire experience was made even more tangible when all of us saw some of the students that would get to use the supplies this year.

Please continue to be in prayer for Carver Elementary, that they would have a great year and that they would know that God loves them and is providing for them. I hope this story encourages other communities out there to "adopt" a school next year. My prayer is that the entire community of Christ followers next year would be able to "adopt" 30 schools, the next year - all of them. I hope that the details I provided in the post are helpful in planning your school supply drive. If you need any other help, or have ideas you'd like to share, feel free to email me.

Catch Me if you can...

Our Missional Community ended our fast together over dinner a couple nights ago. It was a beautiful time of fellowship capped off with a time of reflection on fasting. For half the room, this was the first time they had ever tried fasting and the reflections were rich. Many people commented on how it wasn't as bad as they thought it would be - a fair enough apprehension. Others commented that the day went by so fast that they didn't have the time they wanted to spend in prayer and meditation (myself included).

Still others blessed us by being honest enough to say that they tried to pray and meditate and didn't hear anything back. This left a mixture of disappointment, defeat, and a general feeling of silliness about seemingly talking to thin air. Then one of the women in our group shared a verse she had reflected on that day from Isaiah 58:

For day after day they seek me out; they seem eager to know my ways, as if they were a nation that does what is right and has not forsaken the commands of its God. They ask me for just decisions and seem eager for God to come near them.

'Why have we fasted,' they say, 'and you have not seen it? Why have we humbled ourselves, and you have not noticed?'

The truth is, if we were honest with ourselves and each other that night, after fasting for the last 20 hours or so we felt like God owed us something. Perhaps there was a false expectation that we were going to bow our head after a day of fasting and God was going to give us all the secrets of the universe. But this transactional view of our relationship with God is not something exclusive to our group. Many people are looking for the right combination, incantation, or sequence of actions that will unlock the silence and allow God's voice to pour through.

As our community continued to reflect, our experiences blended together like a recipe producing a rich collective insight - our time fasting that day had increased our appetite for God. For the people that were afraid fasting would be horrible and it wasn't, they wanted to do it again. For the people that didn't get much time to pray or meditate that day, they wanted to make more time for it going forward. For those that prayed and heard nothing back, it made them want to pray more and seek out God's voice in their life.

It seemed that our fasting had served its purpose that day. In the absence of food, we were hungering for God more. Rather than seeing God as a vending machine, our piety as currency, we were experiencing God the Romantic. Was God being coy or elusive if he was asking us to chase after him a bit? Or is that the entire point of a good romance? The point is this: God has asked us to chase after him, but he's made himself profoundly catchable.

The same woman that shared the first verse also shared the following to close our time. It's God's promise to us that we do not desire in vain when we seek him, I hope it encourages you to start the pursuit as well.

You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart. - Jeremiah 29:13

Fasting...on purpose...

Our Missional Community is currently about three weeks into a study of Celebration of Discipline by Richard Foster (which I reviewed in an earlier posting). Today we're fasting as a community and then gathering together tonight to share our experiences over dinner. Here are the questions I've asked our community to meditate on today:

• What is God doing in your life or trying to tell you right now?
• What are the biggest things happening in your life right now?
• Is there something weighing heavily on your thoughts or heart lately?
• In response to the above questions, how does this situation make you feel? What emotions does it inspire? Why does this situation make you feel this way?
• Is there anything you need to confess to God? Is there anything you need to give to God? Where do you need God's guidance? Where do you need God to save you?

Feel free to leave comments on your experience(s) with fasting, either today or previously.

I'll be with you...

After ten years of following God, I've come to realize that many times His call is as elusive as the nose on my face. We oftentimes speak of God as a vapor, as One that takes some divine amusement in His elusiveness. And while God does desire us to pursue him, the matter of his Will typically comes down our desire to receive it. It's our sinful, selfish nature set against his divine love; at some carnal level we will chaff against his directives because our motivations are profoundly different (at least on this side of reality). Being able to say that we desire God's will is an admirable first step but then a Christ-follower must ask the crucial question - "Am I ready to receive what He tells me?"

And then, if we can get past our selfishness as a first obstacle to recieving God's call, fear is there waiting for us. Fear tells us that our benevolence will be rewarded with failure...or worse. Fear tells us we don't have what it takes anyways, so why bother. Recently, I've been chased by some fresh directives from God for my life that, frankly, challenge my ideals of how fearless I really am. I hear God, loud and clear, but what he wants me to do... I'm not sure if it's is fully possible and I'm not sure if I have what it takes (I'm being this transparent in the hopes that someone reading this can identify and take benefit).

And so, I return to Scripture to read the stories of other ordinary people that were asked by God to do impossibly fantastic things. Gideon, Joshua, Moses, Esther, Jeremiah, Mary...the list goes on and on. People that, when confronted by God's calling, asked Him how it was even possible. His answer has (and will) always be the same, "I'll be with you."

God makes no affirmation of our amazing speaking abilities, our wisdom, or our strength. The first chapter of 1 Corinthians, goes so far as to say that God chooses the lowly on purpose. In calling us to purposes beyond our ability, He has obligated Himself to pick up the proverbial slack. To receive God's call, I must get past my own selfishness and fear; to answer His call, I must depend on Him with absolutely totality.

This will be no stoic step, God's calling on my life. With sweat like bullets and my heart pounding out of my chest, I will take the steps God is calling me to take. I pray for the cadence of Christ's followers, that we will walk in spite of ourselves in the direction of His will.

What is the call God has on your life that you need to finally receive?

#WednesdayReview - Celebration of Discipline (Foster)

Last Saturday, I had a chance to catch up with a dear brother of mine, JR Woodward, for coffee. As we sat there talking about some of our favorite books we decided to start a new feature, via blog and twitter, called #WednesdayReview. I had one particular book in mind originally but, this morning, God put another book on my heart as I was reading through 1 Corinthians 9, here's what I read:

Do you not know that in a race all the runners run, but only one gets the prize? Run in such a way as to get the prize. Everyone who competes in the games goes into strict training. They do it to get a crown that will not last; but we do it to get a crown that will last forever. Therefore I do not run like a man running aimlessly; I do not fight like a man beating the air. No, I beat my body and make it my slave so that after I have preached to others, I myself will not be disqualified for the prize. (vv. 24-27)

With this, God reminded me of Celebration of Discipline by Richard Foster. This book is an absolute classic on the spiritual disciplines and a must read for every serious Christ follower. In a surprisingly ease-to-read manner, Foster lays out some of the most foundational spiritual practices in a compelling and practical way. His chapters on Prayer and Fasting, were so influential in my walk and his chapter on Simplicity absolutely changed my life. Its a fairly quick read but I actually recommend downloading the audio version and listening to it while you run or on a long car ride (its only 3 hours long).

The passage I read this morning and Foster's classic both remind me that, in life, there is no such thing as stasis. It's been said many times before that you can either grow or atrophy, which is very true of your spirituality. Our spiritual fitness is not something we can neglect one day and then count on the next - it must always be before us as a priority.

If this feature was helpful to you, please feel free to (1) check out Celebration of Disciplines (2) retweet or link to my review and (3) take part in #WednesdayReview and recommend one of your favorite books!

What's our standard for worship?

Last night my friends and I were at a concert featuring Matt Nathanson and Jack's Mannequin which was absolutely incredible. Beyond just being good music, both of these bands were incredible live because of the emotion with which they played their music. To watch these guys on stage was to see true artists totally unleashed. Poets of any age have the most incredible ability to tap into emotion in a way that's infectious to their listeners.

A very simple thought occurred to me during the concert but its one I want to meditate on for a while. In the Church, do we mistake excellence for true passion when it comes to our worship - musical or otherwise? So much focus these days seems to be on the production value of our church product that excellence can subtly become a means to its own end.

I spent some time this morning reflecting on the widow's offering in Luke 21 and Jesus' observations on who gave the most. Somehow with any form of worship, its not the show that God is concerned with the but the heart. If you need any further verification you can pretty much read any verse in Isaiah.

The Church today is suffering because its lost its heart in so many ways. Strip off the all the halos and flowing garments and God ends up looking like a pretty ordinary Galilean; a nondescript rabbi that has mesmerized the world for 2,000 years because of His heart and passion - our worship of Him should be no different. Where excellence and passion intersect, its an incredible gift. But if given a choice of one or the other, I'll take the latter every time.

Comfort's Thorns

Sunlight tumbled through my bedroom window early this morning finding its resting place directly on my face.  It's my day off and, on a day I would normally sleep in much later, I felt this great need to get up and on with the day.  There were things to be accomplished and potential to be realized of this day that were simply out of reach in the confines of my bed.

Every morning is a small dilemma though; why leave the comfortable confines of my bed, a place where I'm warm, calm, safe, and relaxed, on the promised potential of a day I'm not yet acquainted with?  I don't mean this to be a cynical viewpoint but more of an esoteric perspective on life as a whole.

It seems that comfort is our temptation in almost every decision we make in life.  The "easy way" always presents itself, enticing us to either do or not do something that seems inherently more risky than simply rolling over in our proverbial bed and sleeping for another hour.  Gone is the great potential in risk when we would settle for much more meager assurances.

My time with God this morning has been spent on the question of how much I have done or not done because of my infatuation with comfort.  Have I gained as much as I thought I did when I decided to play it safe in life?  And when I suffered the consequences of risk, was it worth it?  So many times, whether its Joshua or Gideon or the disciples, God sends his people out into danger with only the assurance of His presence (Joshua 1, Judges 6, Matthew 10 & 28). These are the stories of people that decided it was better to risk everything to be used by God than to settle for temporal and apathetic comforts.  I wonder if these folks were nagged by the same question that haunts me when I'm when faced with these situations - what am I missing out on if I don't follow God's calling however risky it might seem?

Today I decided to get out of bed and the day has not disappointed.  In hindsight I realize that I haven't regretted risk when I've taken it.  I haven't enjoyed suffering but I've seen purpose in it as well.  By God's grace, I hope that I can push into that ideal leaving Comfort, thorns and all, left to be picked by some other unfortunate soul.

It Doesn't Matter Who You Voted For

With almost three months separating us from what was probably the most grueling political season ever, I now feel like I can take some time to reflect on it with out being sick. While much of the attention last year focused on the presidential election, many other offices were being sorted out as well. In Richmond alone, we were deciding on a new mayor, city councilperson, and school board who would then, in turn, decide on our police chief and school superintendent. Whew, no wonder I felt tired on November 5th...

With so many important offices being filled, I'm sure this election season was a mixed bag for most. You probably got some of the folks you wanted in and odds are a couple people made it in that you're not too happy about. Losing sucks in general and, when it comes to an election, people tend to salve the wound by becoming impassioned detractors of the person they didn't vote for who is now in office. Setting aside whether this behavior is constructive, it is oddly therapeutic and an important part of our democratic society.

In at least one case, the vote didn't go in the direction I wanted it to in November. I allowed myself 10 minutes to be disappointed but then I dusted myself off, knelt down, and prayed for said person. That God would bless them with wisdom and guide me in how I could support that all of our newly elected officials in achieving God's purpose through their office. In short, I would submit this - on Novement 5th and going forward, it doesn't matter who you voted for.

In a democratic society, that statement may be the political equivalent of blashphemy but I would simply ask what withholding your support for those now in office is going to achieve for the next four years. Scream and spit and snip all you want, they're in office until the next election. We can choose to obstruct to the detrement of the city and nation we love or we can choose to find common ground and offer our help on the points we agree.

Christ followers in particular are commanded to do this. In 1 Timothy 2, Paul instructs us:

I urge, then, first of all, that requests, prayers, intercession and thanksgiving be made for everyone— for kings and all those in authority, that we may live peaceful and quiet lives in all godliness and holiness. This is good, and pleases God our Savior, who wants all men to be saved and to come to a knowledge of the truth.

In many cases, we boil our allegence down to one issue that we either agree or disagree. When we're not downright hateful about our opposition of said elected official, Christians in particular are very good at passive-agressive hatefulness (ex. "Well I just hope he doesn't screw things up too badly..."). Beyond one person in a particular office, we're also commanded to seek the good of the land that we're in:

Seek the peace and prosperity of the city to which I have carried you into exile. Pray to the LORD for it, because if it prospers, you too will prosper. - Jeremiah 29:7

So Christians really have no excuse for sitting on the sidelines and complaining when the person we want in office isn't. We should love our country and our city enough to find common ground and seek God's will there. There is too much need and too much injustice for there not to be some issue we can agree on. Lets involve ourselves there, putting away hatefulness and divisivness, we can be what God calls us to be - positive forces of mercy and generosity in our world. God is not glorified by our complaining, as a Church, lets be about something more positive in 2009 and going forward.

Who's Hope is it?

On the heels of Barak Obama's inauguration, I feel a certain weighty inspiration. Here is a man that appeals to our ideals of hope. Agree or disagree with his specific stances on issues, but hope is universal because it springs from our God and it was Jesus' message, His Good News, before it was anyone elses.

There was one particular part of our President's speech today that captured me because I feel like its a message the Church could take to heart in the era of transition we find ourselves collectively in.

...They understood that our power alone cannot protect us, nor does it entitle us to do as we please. Instead, they knew that our power grows through its prudent use; our security emanates from the justness of our cause, the force of our example, the tempering qualities of humility and restraint...

The Church for too long has enjoyed a season of Power and has operated in the world under that mode. The consequence is a culture that rejects us because the Gospel is not a message about power. The Gospel is a message about justness, humility, and restraint (more on this in a future post).

Earlier in his speech, President Obama said that the world has changed and so should we. He meant the country but I think its a message for the Church as well. We shouldn't fear change as if the Gospel will be altered in the process. And we shouldn't see change as merely packaging. If the Gospel is timeless, it will find context in our current time. In these changing times, we will contexts shift but our Gospel of Hope remain the same. As I said, before Hope was Barack Obama's message, it was God's. As followers of Christ, we should be a people inspired by Jesus' message of Hope and Change. To those that carry that banner, I look forward to joining with you...